Ugh
Today was an uber-shitty day. i fucking hare the new contract I’m on. and apparently patty posted alot of shit on her blog. I cant read it, it will do nothing but hurt me more. but from what i heard she has become a whore. i think that makes me feel good, its defiantly conformation that the patty i knew is dead. Ive heard shit about her becoming a pothead, ignoring her old friends, and posting slutty pictures of herself on line. But this really doesn’t bother me as much as it should. I’ve just convinced myself shes bead and this is some demon-whore-succubus-bitch-scank what has inhabited her body. helps me sleep at night. So Ive burned all the pictures of her i have to CD (rather than posting them on line, because that would really make me laugh) and all the songs we would listen to….. and I’m going to burn (literally) them all tomorrow night. I’m trying to move on but fuck its difficult.
On a lighter note i have made it 4 nights without drinking. hooray for me. I’m going to get totally shit-hosed this weekend though, hell maybe even tonight. Friday night Les and i are drinking and burning memories, Saturday night Robert is coming in and we are going to get extremely hammered, possibly invite a lady friend over, i haven’t decided yet. Oh and the police are investigating a crime I may have committed.. that’s kinda got me freaked out. that’s all for now. later
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