This is one of those posts were i talk about life. all the little quirks it has, all the shit I’m going through, the things that make me happy and the things that make me sad. i seem to do this form time to time. these post entitles “life” are also the most meaningful and private. anyway were i am now. I’m in debt, loosing my job on Friday, kinda sucks. but I am looking for a new job, got some leads on good jobs, and some shitty job offers, but a shitty job is better than no job. If i cant get a decent job I’m going to hafto move out of my apt. Les’s house is about 3X cheaper than my apt so if all else goes to shit at least i will not hafto move back home. Les’s house sounds like a great place to live but i don’t want to fuck drew over. who knows what the future holds.

Now here’s the reason I’m not that worried about any of this. well not the only reason but a big part of my new found calm. I met a woman. shes great, I’m really beginning to fall for her. I’ve only been dating her for about a week, but i feel like I’ve known her for much longer. its not a knowledge i can really speak of, i mean i know her but i don’t know much about her. there is just this feeling. I’m going to try to stop rambling about this now, suffice to say i am very happy with her. my only concern sofar is that I’m rushing it. not in a physical since but an emotional one. like I’m getting too attached, and I’m going to scare her off. there i go rambling again. i had a great talk with a buddy of mine from out of town last night, helped me put things in place. There was also another incident that more or less gave me a sign that I’m ready to start moving again. And I’m trying to find god, its been a difficult search, but its getting easier.My life is getting pieced back together, and i couldn’t be happier.

But back on the job thing. A friend of Drew’s can get me a job at Circuit City being a delivery guy for 7-ish an hour +OT, sounds like a fun job but shitty pay. I’m also planing on going to some employment agencies to see were they can place me. I’m sure everything will work out.

Quake Con is coming up!! my yearly vacation to the world of constant computer gaming. this year however i will be unprepared. i don’t have the money i need to get a better GFX card, nor do i have the funds to buy a copy of battlefield 2. ill only be able to play the same games i played last year, but that’s not going to be so bad. its not about the gaming its about the commradery and friendship. the most awesome part, is after CPL Les and i made alot of connections amongst the higher staff. So we’ve got invites to the VIP parties and all kinds of stuff. so even if i cant game well this quake con, i damn sure am going to drink well! the only issue sofar is no one is telling me definitively if they are going or not. so I’m just going to start asking for the hotel money and see who pays up. form that i can determine who is gong God its going to be fucking awesome. anyway I’m going to stop droning on. So to sum up this post. Loosing job on Friday, Erin = great, Me = Excited, life = good. Im out. have a great day guys!

July 24th, 2005
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