Hooray

Now that i have this new privacy system up i can wright about some of the shit I’ve been wanting to wright about but not wanted people to read. OK so *****.. bat shit fucking insane. hyper as hell, keeps talking about marriage and her ring size and how she can spend the night here some nights to get to class faster… these are not things you fucking talk about the first day you’re dating. that’s rushing it. allot. a hell of a fucking lot! on the day of your first date women, if you ever say any of that shit expect to be ignored and or used for sex. because once you say that shit you’ve been ruled out in most guys minds as a compatible sane mate.
now that i got that out of the way here’s the deal with *****. we meet, i like her, she ignores me. this never happens? with this affront I’m spurred to claim her. i always get whoever i want! apparently she thought she was playing hard to get.. whatever. so i get her to agree to a date. we go see lights in Santa’s wonderland all that good stuff. we talk and whatnot. apparently i didn’t pick up on the utter insanity because all that was running though my head was “I’m going to fuck her, i need to prove i can get any woman i want, I’m going to fuck her”. so i get her back to my place. a shitload of people are there and they all know both of us. my chances of getting laid drop so my attention wonders and i hang out with my friends. somehow she ends up spending the night. i have successfully had the woman that denied me previously. mission accomplished. now that that is out of the way i start seeing the craziness in her. “my ring size is a 7 by the way, you know just so you don’t hafto ask later”, “its going to be nice staying here on Tuesday and Thursday nights so i Can get to class faster” and a plethora of other frightening stupidity all while I’m trying to go to sleep. at this point i resided myself to using her for sex then ignoring her. the sex part was easy (despite my lack of wanting it after i found some of the condoms she carries had holes poked in them) however the ignoring. she calls me at least twice a day, and if she doesn’t talk to me for 2 days she shows up at my house. i blow her off with obvious intent. and she takes it. she appears to be infatuated with me despite my attempts to tell her she is fucking crazy and I’m not interested.. i don’t know what i did to get her to feel this way… but it sure as hell is helping my self confidence! any who mike out

Update: she finally got the idea and we broke up. hooray!